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8 months ago from thenightvisitant
Dark
With each heartbeat, my heart grows stronger all the while spiltting in two.
As I fight to grasp some form of control and certainty, I crumble from within.
My yin and yang are at an endless war.
The scars heal only to scar once again.
She’s my light in the darkness while she destroys me.
I do not know whether to smile or cry.
My world spins around me and I’ve lost all sense of it.
My only consolation is the music in everything.
I take refuge in the notes, the melodies, the sounds of daily life.
I fall asleep as the sun rises, listening to the birds songs, tired from a night of restless worry.
The silence in life is humbling all the while beautiful.
The absence of music gives a painful clarity.
I’m a dreamer fucked up into a realist.
And as I try to make something of this pathetic existence, I watch as the sands of time slip through my fingers.
My bleeding words are the tracks I leave behind as a way to find myself once again.
For now I stay lost in the struggles of merely existing.
Come join my journey and get lost with me
Follow me if you’d like.
(Source: thenightvisitant)
Notes
The name's Tariq.
A 20yr-old college student living in Atlanta, GA, usa.
I'm a guy. I write poems, love love, and music makes me tick.
yes i like weed.
http://www.facebook.com/thussain2
http://www.formspring.me/lyricalmadness
AIM: Atownballer100 [yeah i know. Its from middle school!]
http://www.last.fm/user/alyricalmadness
